Why can't I get a logical answer for the TRINITY? - is God a lier?

Those who try to understand the Trinity by way of love have no confusion. For the symbol of the Trinity is the Family. It teaches us that God is family and is about loving relationships. The academics are necessary to a point, but since they are above reason, one needs to realize that reason is perfected in love. The real source of the knowledge of the Trinity comes from viewing and understanding God as LOVE since the Trinity is merely how how one self aware God knows Himself and is able to act upon that loving knowledge. It is believed that satan tried to understand the Trinity by way of his intellect rather than to accept the fact that God is love since love seemed like a weakness in God. But love is actually Almighty. Those who really love God have no problem with the Trinity. Confusion is for those who are too proud to accept God as love.