I really need some help?

I think you should get them together and come clean with everything you have done. It is going to get them mad but you can say, I want to change and for that reason I want you know what I have done and I want to get your trust back... I won't do this again because I know that I am hurting you as well as myself. I don't like feeling this way and I have decided that I need to change, Because I want to be a person that can make you two proud......